Truthful Tuesday — Boyfriend Edition….
Truth: I love/hate dating.
For a girl who always thought all she ever wanted was to find the guy that had the potential to be “the one”, I am seriously freaking out over potentially having it. Not outwardly freaking out, which is a good thing. But, at moments like this, when my phone is silent, and I’m not getting any texts or calls from him… I’m freaking out.
Freaking out on the one hand because I’m worried that this is all just one big lie. Just a scam… like I’ve been lied to and scammed before.
Now, really, deep down… I don’t believe that. I think this guy is who he says he is. But, once in a while, he does or says something that makes me question it. Or, really, just makes me realize that, beyond all the laughs and shared music and TV interests, I still don’t “know” him. And then I have to remind myself that “knowing” him takes time… and it’s only been a couple weeks, geez!
Then I freak out on the other hand, because… well, because, why isn’t he calling me? Why isn’t he texting? What did I say that made him never want to speak to me again?
Then, my rational self starts to kick in. Or tries to at least. He probably just fell asleep after an exhausting day at work…. I try telling myself that. It helps a little. Not much.
Why must I be such a worrier?!
Also, this guy and I click so well that, if this one doesn’t work out, I’m giving up on dating forever. Truth.
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- jennstolen said: Did you just peek into my brain? It’s so frexciting!
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- archivetilt said: Aw, darling, I am the exact same way!! Stay confident in what you know of him. Sounds like he’s fabulous!
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- jennuhhsaisquoi said: Even 4 months into it I feel this way. If I don’t hear from him all day I freak out that he never wants to see me again. I think it’s a lot of things from the past coming back to haunt me and make me worry. I hate it.
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- misterprankster said: I think what you’re feeling is great! Scary huh?
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